monkeyboy,dustin doca, and all others, i totally understand your question.and often wonder myself why dont they stand of for there rights aas well as those of us withcc.i know its risky on everyone .Anotherthing and i will tell the doc thats way undder treating me and taking all away, i have a sis who could have went on to bea doc if she would have put 3 more yrs into it,she changed toa different,i helped her study alot,so i have some knowledge of it,from the text book view ! Also a doctor can learn so much more hands on,, and listening to their patients, i think they ,or most believe ,not u doc,for you have shown yourself to be s compassionate ,kind and willing t put yourself out there for all of us.means so much.anyway if it isnt in the text book or they never heard of it, it doesnt and cant exist. theres no such systems or thing,its in your head. my blood boils if i hear that said to anyone.they dont know what we are feeling and dont have a clue,and dont care to,from what im finding. doc i do need to get another doc soon,but if i make an appointment with someone else before i tell him to take a hike ,am idoing wrong..being as he wont treat me ? i would never take me own life, i have alot to live for,but where im at now im missing out on all of it anyway and feel like ive let evryone i love down.and that hurts....i just feel im more of a burden ,that maybe they would be better off if i was gone,anywhere. again i would never take my life ,i just keep asking god for answers,should i ,do i ect,a sign something, dont want to get into trouble looking for a doc who cares while underone who doesnt and is making my life hell,at least before all this a could get out and tolerate some pain. i still have to finish looking at the videos,trying to find the sites ,
geting lost around here,were growing.... one more question,did i read right, this is allgoing to go to the press and maybe the world,those who give a crap to see and listen ,and maybe something good will come from YOU,what you have put out there for the public ete to see the real deal going on behind their backs, for that matter right in front of them ,but just dont care,cause it isnt their problem if they dont live withcc.ps a doc who really listens to his or hers paients and takes them serious,are the ones who will stnd out if this ever ends.they can learn so much more then what is in a book. thanks for all the post theres so many of us ,so thanks to all of u ... hope ps and the money thing ,im in the same boat,cant afford to even callall over ,much less drive,its costing us everything,but each other !!!!! hope
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